At this point, David is on the run from Avshalom. We talked about his teshuva and we know how this ends, but David is looking at the complete destruction of everything he has worked for. There is a pair of perakim of ืชืืืืื that deal with this. I will treat ืคืจืง ืข and ืคืจืง ืขื as a single unit, since ืคืจืง ืขื does not start with a ืืืชืจืช. The division of ืชื ืดื into chapters is a non-Jewish invention, and there is a fair amount of discussion in the gemara about where the divisions in ืชืืืืืโ are.
ืืื ืฆื ืืืื ืืืืืืจื
ืืื ืฆื: ืงืืคืืืื ืื ืืื ืืขืชืง ืฉื ืกืืคื ืืืจืืืื ืฉื ืกืืณ ืืณ, ืืื ืืชืืืช ืืกืืื ืฉืืืจ ืื ืืื ืขืฆืื ืืชืืืช ืกืืณ ืืดื, ืื ืืืืืจ ืื (ืฉืืืื ืกืืณ ืขืณ ืืกืืณ ืขืดื) ืืชืคืื ืืืจืื ืืคื ื ืืืฉืืื ืื ืืืืืจ ืืืืจื ืืืืืืจ ืฉืืชืคืื ืืืชื ืืขืช ืืงื ืชื, ืืืืืืจ ืฉืืณ ืขืฉื ืขืื ื ืคืืืืช ืื ืขืืจืื, ืืืืงืฉ ืื ืืขืืืื ืืขืช ืืงื ื.
This is the psalm of old age, of looking back and trying to turn the details of life into a story.
Ego integrity versus despair is the eighth and final stage of Erik Eriksonโs stage theory of psychosocial development. This stage begins at approximately age 65 and ends at death.
It is during this time that we contemplate our accomplishments and can develop integrity if we see ourselves as leading a successful life.
Erikson described ego integrity as โthe acceptance of oneโs one and only life cycle as something that had to beโโฆand later as โa sense of coherence and wholenessโโฆ
ืืืจ ืืื ืื ืื ืื ื ืืืืืจื ืืื ืฆื ืืืื ืืืืืืจ ืืืงืื ืืืฆืืื ื. ืืื ืืื ืืืื ืืืื ืฉืืื ืื ืฆืื ืืืขืก ืขืืืื ืืืจืฉ ืืช ืืฆืื ืืืชืืจ ืืช ืืืืจ ืืืขืืืจ ืืช ืืจืืขื. ืืืจ ืืื ืื ืก ืืฆืื ืืื ื ืืช ืืืืจ ืืืจืืขื ืื ืืืืืจ. ืืืจ ืืจืืขื ืืจื ืืฆืื ืืืื ืกืืช ืืืืืจ ืื ืื ืืื ื ืืื ื ื ืืืจ. ืื ืืืจ ืืื ืืืขืื ืื ืืืืืืจ (ืชืืืื ืกื:ืื) ืึดึผื ืึฑืึนืงึดืื ืืึนืฉึดืืืขึท ืฆึดืึผืึนื ืึฐืึดืึฐื ึถื ืขึธืจึตื ืึฐืืึผืึธื, ืืจื ืืืืจ ืื ืื. ืึฐืึธืฉืึฐืืึผ ืฉืึธื ืึดืืจึตืฉืืึผืึธื ืึฐืึถืจึทืข ืขึฒืึธืึธืื ืึดื ึฐืึธืืึผืึธ; ืึฐืึนืึฒืึตื ืฉืึฐืืึน ืึดืฉืึฐืึผึฐื ืึผ ืึธืึผ, ืืจื ืืฆืื ืืืื ืกืืช ืืื ื ืืื ื ื ืืืจ ืืื ืืื ืฆื ืืืื ืืืืืืจ.
Taken as a whole, the two chapters divide into two parts at ืขื:ืื:
ืข:ื ืืืฉื ืืืืคืจื ืืืงืฉื ื ืคืฉื;
ืืกืื ืืืืจ ืืืืืื; ืืคืฆื ืจืขืชืื
โฆ
ืขื:ืื ืืืฉื ืืืื ืฉืื ื ื ืคืฉื;
ืืขืื ืืจืคื ืืืืื ืืืงืฉื ืจืขืชืื
โฆ ืขื:ืื ืื ืืฉืื ื ืื ืืืื ืชืืื ืฆืืงืชื;
ืื ืืฉื ืื ืืคืจื ืืืงืฉื ืจืขืชืื
The first half is a sort of anthology of other perakim of ืชืืืืื; a look back at who he was and the troubles of his life. He says (ืคืกืืง ืข:ื)โ ืื ื ืขื ื ืืืืืื. The second part is a look ahead: ืืฉืื ื ืื ืืืื ืชืืื ืฆืืงืชื.
ืืคืจืฉืื ืืืฉืื ืจืืื, ืืืืื ืืคืจืง ืืื, ืืืืืฉืื ืืืืชืจ ืื ืคืจืงื ื ื ืฉืขื ืืืจืื ืขื ืคืจืงืื ืจืืื ืืืจืืโฆ
ืืขืคืดื ืฉืืฉ ืืืฉ ืืืืื ืืช ืจืืื ืฉื ืคืกืืงืื ืืคืจืงื ื ืืคืกืืงืื ืืคืจืงืื ืจืืื ืืืจืื ืืชืืืื, ืืื ืืืช ืืืืจืช, ืืืืจื ืืื ืืคืจืฉืื ืฉืืื ืขื ืื ืืคืจืงื ื.
ืืจืฆืื ื ื ืืฆืืื ืฆื ืืื ืืคืจืงื ื, ืืคืืื ืืื ืืืื ืืฉืื ืืื ืืืืื ืืคืจืง. ืืืื ืืขืืืื ืฉืืคืจืงื ื ืืชืคืื ืืืืื, ืื ืจืื, ืืื ืืงื, ืืฉืจ ืขืืจื ืขืืื ืจืื ืืืื ืืืื ืืฉืื ืื ืืกืืื ืืืกืก ืชืคืืืชื ืขื ื ืกืืื ืจื ืืขืืจืช ืืณ ืืืฆืืงืืช ืืฉืจ ืขืืจื ืขืืืโฆ
โฆืืื ืกืคืง ืฉืื ื ืฉืืืขืื ืืื ืืืื ืืืืื ืฉื ืืืฉืืืช ืืืจืื ืืขื, ืื ืจืง ืืคืกืืง ื: โืืืืคืช ืืืืชื ืืจืืืโ, ืืื ืืื ืชืืืจ ืืืื ืืขืืจ, ืฉืื ื ืชื ืกื ืจืืืช, ืืืฃ ืืืื ืืฉ ืื ืืืงืฉื ืจืขืชื ืืืกืคืจ ืจืืื. ืืื ืืฉืจ ืืจืฆื ืืจืืืช ืืื ืืืื ืืืื ืืื, ืืืืืื ืืืฆืืืข ืขื ืืืืืจ ืึพืื: โืืืืจ ืืืงืื ืขืืืโโืืืืืืจ ืื ื ืืช ืืืืืจ ืืคืจืง ื:ื, ืฉืืืืื ืืื ืืืจื: ืึตืื ืึฐืฉืืึผืขึธืชึธื ืึผืึน ืึตืืึนืงึดืื.
We previously looked at the parallel psukim to this perek, in ืชืืืืื ื, in the essay The Pause that Refreshes. That dealt with the immediate reaction to the Bat Sheva affair, and Davidโs humiliation in the eyes of the public.
ืืคืืื ืืฉืขื ืฉืขืืกืงืื ืื ืืขืื ืืืืืืช ืืืืจืื ืื: ืืื, ืืื ืขื ืืฉืช ืืืฉ ืืืชืชื ืืื?
This is Davidโs prayer, 15 years later, almost identical.
ื ืืืงืื ืืืฆืืื ื; ืืณ ืืขืืจืชื ืืืฉืื
ื ืืืฉื ืืืืคืจื ืืืงืฉื ื ืคืฉื;
ืืกืื ืืืืจ ืืืืืื; ืืคืฆื ืจืขืชืื
ื ืืฉืืื ืขื ืขืงื ืืฉืชื ืืืืจืื ืืื ืืืื
ื ืืฉืืฉื ืืืฉืืื ืื ืื ืืืงืฉืื;
ืืืืืจื ืชืืื ืืืื ืืืงืื ืืืื ืืฉืืขืชืื
ื ืืื ื ืขื ื ืืืืืื ืืืงืื ืืืฉื ืื;
ืขืืจื ืืืคืืื ืืชื; ืืณ ืื ืชืืืจื
ืื ืจืฆื ืืณ ืืืฆืืื ื; ืืณ ืืขืืจืชื ืืืฉืื
ืื ืืืฉื ืืืืคืจื ืืื ืืืงืฉื ื ืคืฉื ืืกืคืืชื;
ืืกืื ืืืืจ ืืืืืื ืืคืฆื ืจืขืชืื
ืื ืืฉืื ืขื ืขืงื ืืฉืชื ืืืืจืื ืื ืืื ืืืื
ืื ืืฉืืฉื ืืืฉืืื ืื ืื ืืืงืฉืื;
ืืืืจื ืชืืื ืืืื ืืณ ืืืื ืชืฉืืขืชืื
ืื ืืื ื ืขื ื ืืืืืื ืืื ึพื ืืืฉื ืื;
ืขืืจืชื ืืืคืืื ืืชื; ืืืงื ืื ืชืืืจื
The differences are slight: ืชืืืืื ืคืจืง ื has โืืืโ and โืืโ in the second and third verses. That was more personal. Here the nation is falling apart; there is no ืืื anymore. And there is an extra ืืืฉื here. Time is running out.
And his prayer is not for the death of his enemies, just for ืืืฉื ืืืืคืจื.โ ืืืฉื, embarrassment, has a very specific meaning in ืชืืืืืโ. It refers to the shame of praying to ืืณ and not being answered (realizing that sometimes, โNoโ is an answer; the shame is in being ignored entirely). Thus (ืชืืืืื ืื:ืโ)โ ืืืื ืืขืงื ืื ืืืื; ืื ืืืื ืืื ืืืฉื.
The psalm continues with a quote from ืชืืืืื ืื, which was from when David was on the run from Saul; see The Valley of the Shadow of Death. This is almost 40 years later, but the words are the same.
ื ืื ืืณ ืืกืืชื; ืื ืืืืฉื ืืขืืืื
ื ืืฆืืงืชื ืชืฆืืื ื ืืชืคืืื ื;
ืืื ืืื ืืื ื ืืืืฉืืขื ืื
ื ืึฑืึตื ืื ืืฆืืจ ืืขืื ืืืื ืชืืื ืฆืืืช ืืืืฉืืขื ื;
ืื ืกืืขื ืืืฆืืืชื ืืชืื
ื ืื ืืณ ืืกืืชื ืื ืืืืฉื ืืขืืื;
ืืฆืืงืชื ืคืืื ืื
ื ืืื ืืื ืืื ื ืืืจื ืืฆืืื ื;
ืึฑืึตื ืื ืืฆืืจ ืืขืื ืืืืช ืืฆืืืืช; ืืืืฉืืขื ืื
ื ืื ืกืืขื ืืืฆืืืชื ืืชื;
ืืืืขื ืฉืื ืชื ืื ื ืืชื ืืื ืื
The most prominent difference is that โืฆืืจ ืืขืื ืืืืช ืืฆืืืืชโ, has become โืฆืืจ ืืขืื ืืืื ืชืืืโ. The image of G-d as a fortress has become the image of G-d as a temple. Davidโs priorities have changed, echoing the ืชืคืื ืืืฉื:
ืชืคืื ืืืฉื ืืืฉ ืืืืงืื;
ืืื ึพื ืืขืื ืืชื ืืืืช ืื ื; ืืืจ ืืืจื
And then, an original pasuk:
ืืืงื ืคืืื ื ืืื ืจืฉืข; ืืืฃ ืึฐืขึทืึผึตื ืึฐืืึนืึตืฅื
ืืืจ โืจืฉืขโ ืขื ืืืฉืืื.
โืืขืื ืืืืืฅโ. ืขื ืืืืชืืคื; โืืืืืฅโ ืืฆืืดื ืืื ืืกืืดื.
Radak notes that David has two enemies, Avshalom who is simply wrong, and Achitophel who is warped and ืืืืฅ. Radak translates this as ืืืืก, โviolentโ, but I think the literal meaning of ืืืืฅ works here: โsouredโ. Achitophel was Davidโs friend and confidant, who turns against him in the aftermath of the Bat Sheva affair.
And then he alludes to ืชืืืืื ืื, which is the perek of despair (ืึพืื ืึพืื ืืื ืขืืืชื ื). We looked at this in the context of Davidโs reaction to Amnonโs murder, in Father of Peace.
ื ืื ืืชื ืชืงืืชื; ืืื ึพื ืืณ ืืืืื ืื ืขืืจืื
ื ืขืืื ื ืกืืืชื ืืืื ืืืขื ืืื ืืชื ืืืื;
ืื ืชืืืชื ืชืืืื
ื ืื ืืชื ืืื ืืืื; ืืืืืื ืขื ืฉืื ืืืื
ืื ืขืืื ืืฉืืืชื ืืจืื; ืืืื ืืื ืึพืื ืืชืื
David feels his role in history was predestined. There has to be some significance to his life, because ืืณ created him for this role. And therefore, he adds, ืื ืชืืืชื ืชืืื, I will always tell of Your greatness, and I will be a living example for others. My existence is intended to be that of a character in the theological novel You are writing, the ืชื ืดื:
ื ืืืืคืช ืืืืชื ืืจืืื; ืืืชื ืืืกื ืขืื
ื ืืืื ืคื ืชืืืชื; ืื ืืืื ืชืคืืจืชืื
ืืืื ื ืืืดืจ ืืืื ื ืืฉืื ืจืดืฉ ืื ืืืืื: ืื ืืื ืจืืื ืืืืชื ืืขืฉื [ืจืฉืดื: ืืืช ืฉืืข] โฆืืื ืืื ืขืฉื? ืืืืจ ืื, ืฉืื ืืื ืืืื ืืืืจืื ืื ืืื ืืฆื ืืืื [ืจืฉืดื: ืืืืจืช ืืื ืืืชื ืืืชื ืคืชืืื ืคื ืืฉืืื].
And now we get to the climax of the perek:
ื ืื ืชืฉืืืื ื ืืขืช ืืงื ื; ืืืืืช ืืื ืื ืชืขืืื ืื
ื ืื ืืืจื ืืืืื ืื; ืืฉืืจื ื ืคืฉื ื ืืขืฆื ืืืืื
ืื ืืืืจ ืืืงืื ืขืืื; ืจืืคื ืืชืคืฉืืื ืื ืืื ืืฆืืื
ืื ืืืงืื ืื ืชืจืืง ืืื ื; ืืืงื ืืขืืจืชื ืืืฉื (ืืืฉื)ื
Here I was the great king of Israel, the founder of an empire, soon to be the fulfillment of all the prophecies of ืืืจืืช ืืืืื, and now I have nothing. I could deal with the loss of the kingship, but losing the relationship with ืืงืืดื is unbearable: ืืืืจ ืืืงืื ืขืืื is the worst punishment of all. How can I say ืืืื ืคื ืชืืืชื if ืชืจืืง ืืื ื?
And then he echoes the beginning of this psalm, forming an inclusio that sums up his feelings:
ืืืฉื ืืืื ืฉืื ื ื ืคืฉื;
ืืขืื ืืจืคื ืืืืื ืืืงืฉื ืจืขืชืื
In the second part, David looks at what he sees as his role from now on, not to act as a model in his actual behavior (ืืืืคืช ืืืืชื ืืจืืื) but to be the author of ืกืคืจ ืชืืืืื:โ ืืืกืคืชื ืขื ืื ืชืืืชื.
ืื ืืื ื ืชืืื ืืืื; ืืืืกืคืชื ืขื ืื ืชืืืชืื
ืื ืคื ืืกืคืจ ืฆืืงืชื ืื ืืืื ืชืฉืืขืชื; ืื ืื ืืืขืชื ืกืคืจืืชื
ืื ืืืื ืืืืจืืช ืืื ึพื ืืณ; ืืืืืจ ืฆืืงืชื ืืืืื
ืืืื ืืืืจืืช is ambiguous. Most ืืคืจืฉืื translate it as ืืืจืืช of ืืื ึพื ืืณ, but there is a hint of โI come ืืืืจืืช , O ืืื ึพื ืืณโ.โ ืืืจืืช is a reference to old age, an age that David will not attain:
ืืื ืฉื ืืชืื ื ืืื ืฉืืขืื ืฉื ื ืืื ืืืืืจืช ืฉืืื ืื ืฉื ื
ืืจืืื ืขืื ืืืื;
And the expression ืืื ึพื ืืณ is an allusion to the first time it was used:
ื ืืืจ ืืืืจืื ืืืื ืืื ืืืจ ืืณ ืื ืืืจื ืืืืื ืืืืจ; ืื ืชืืจื ืืืจื ืื ืื ืืื ืื ืฉืืจื ืืจืื ืืืื ื ืืืืืจ ืืืจื ืืื ึพื ืืณ ืื ืชืชื ืื ืืื ืื ืืืื ืขืจืืจื; ืืื ืืฉืง ืืืชื ืืื ืืืฉืง ืืืืขืืจื ื ืืืืืจ ืืืจื ืื ืื ืื ื ืชืชื ืืจืข; ืืื ื ืื ืืืชื ืืืจืฉ ืืชืื ื ืืื ื ืืืจ ืืณ ืืืื ืืืืจ ืื ืืืจืฉื ืื; ืื ืื ืืฉืจ ืืฆื ืืืขืื ืืื ืืืจืฉืื
Avraham was concerned about his legacy, what would happen to all his work after he is gone. David has the same concern:
ืื ืื ืืืืื ืืืื ืืฉืืืช ืืช ืืืชืื ืืืงืืืชื ืืช ืืจืขื ืืืจืื ืืฉืจ ืืฆื ืืืขืื; ืืืืื ืชื ืืช ืืืืืชืื
ืื ืืื ืืื ื ืืืช ืืฉืื; ืืื ื ืชื ืืช ืืกื ืืืืืชื ืขื ืขืืืื
David continues to look back, and look forward:
ืื ืืืงืื ืืืืชื ื ืื ืขืืจื; ืืขื ืื ื ืืืื ื ืคืืืืชืืื
ืื ืืื ืขื ืืงื ื ืืฉืืื ืืืงืื ืื ืชืขืืื ื;
ืขื ืืืื ืืจืืขื ืืืืจ; ืืื ืืืื ืืืืจืชืื
ืขื ืืงื ื ืืฉืืื is now a message of hope: ืขื ืืืื ืืจืืขื ืืืืจ. I am part of a chain that stretches from generation to generation.
ื ืืื ืืื ืืืจืื; ืืืืืื ืฉืื ืืขืืื ืืขืื
ื ืืืื ืืณ ืืืืื ืืื; ืืืืืืชื ืืื ืืงืจื
ื ืืืจ ืืืืจ ืืฉืื ืืขืฉืื; ืืืืืจืชืื ืืืืืื
That chain of generations is important, because the very idea of praising ืืณ is a chutzpah:
ืื ืืืข ืืชืคืืื ืืฉ ืืขืื ืืืืื, ืืืื ืืืชืจ ืื ืืืื ืืกืืจ ืฉืืืื ืฉื ืืงืืดื, ืืืื ืืืขื ืืฉืืื ืฉื ืืงืื ืื ืืฆื ืฉืืืื ืืช ืืณโฆืืื ืฆืดืข ืขื ืื ืฉืืืงืฉืื ืืืช ืืงืืดื ืขื ืื ืืฆืจืืื ืืคืขืืืื ืืืงืื ืื ืื ืืคืจืืืื ืฉืื ื, ืืื ืืืืช ืืจื ืืจืฅ ืืื ืื ืืืืืช ื ืืื ืืง?
โฆืืฆืจืืืื ืื ืืชืืจ ืืืืื ืื ืจืื ืฉืืืชืืจ ืื ืืฉืจื, ืฉืื ืืืืจืื ืืืชื ืื ืงืืื ืฉืืจืืช ืืื ืงืืื ืื ืื. ืชืจืื ืฉืืคืกืืง ืฉืืืฉืจื ืืืฉืืฉ ืืืืชืืจ ืืื ืงืจื ืโืืืจ ืืืืจ ืืฉืื ืืขืฉืื ืืืืณโ, ืืืืืจ, ืฉืื ื ืืื ืืืืชืื ื ืืืืืช ืืืืชืื ื, ืืื ืื ื ืืขืงืืืชืืื ื ืื, ืืืื ื ืืืืืจืื ืืืจ ืืืจืื ืฉืืืจ โืืืฉืืจื ืืื ืขืืื ื ืืืื ืืืืณโ, ืืืืืจ, ืฉืืื ืื ืืืขืช ืขืฆืื ื ืฉืืื ื ืืืืฉ ืฉืืจืืช ืืชืฉืืืืช ืืื, ืืื ืืกืืจืช ืขืชืืงื ืืื ืืฆืื ื ืืืืจื ืืืจืืช, ืืืืขืชื ื ืืืืจ ืืื ืืืื ืคืกืืงื ืฉืืจื ืืืืจื ืืกืณ ืชืืืื ืฉื ืืื ืขืืื.
David accepts all the trouble that he has endured:
ืื ืืฆืืงืชื ืืืงืื ืขื ืืจืื;
ืืฉืจ ืขืฉืืช ืืืืืช; ืืืงืื ืื ืืืืื
ื ืืฉืจ ืืจืืืชื ื (ืืจืืืชื ื) ืฆืจืืช ืจืืืช ืืจืขืืช;
ืชืฉืื ืชืืื ื (ืชืืื ื); ืืืชืืืืช ืืืจืฅ ืชืฉืื ืชืขืื ืื
ืื ืชืจื ืืืืชื; ืืชืกื ืชื ืืื ืื
ืืื ืืื ืืฉืจ โืืจืืืชื ื ืฆืจืืช ืืืืณโ, ืฉืขื ืืกืืจืื ืืื ื ืขืื ืืืขืื ืืืืจืื, ืื ืืืืืืช ืื ืืืขืืืช ืื ืงื ืืช ืขืดื ืืกืืจืื ืฉืขื ืืื ืชืฉืื ืชืขืื ื. ืื โืืื ืืฉืจ ืืจืืืชื ื ืฆืจืืช ืืืณโ ืืื ืกืื ืฉโืชืฉืื ืชืืืื ืโโฆืืชืืืืืช ืืืจืฅ ืืืฉืคืืืช ืฉืื ื ืืืืืืชโฆืื ืืคื ืืืงืจื ืฉืืื ืขื ืฆืจืช ืืื ืืืฉื ืฉืชืฉืื ืชืขืื ื ืื ืขืดื ืืฆืจืืช ืื ืืื ืื ืขืื.
We have discussed many times that the theodicy, the approach to the problem of ืฆืืืง ืืจืข ืื, of ืชืืืืื is that of โืื ืื ืืืืืโ. G-d will make sure that everything works out in the end. This is even stronger. This is the idea of ืืกืืจืื ืฉื ืืืื, that the suffering itself is of benefit. Similar to what we said in Where the Penitent Stand about ืชืฉืืื ืืืืื, it is part of what makes us who we are.
The future will be the child of the past and the present, even if a rebellious child.
ืืื ืืืขืชื, ืฉืชืืืืช ืืกืืจืื ืฉื ืืืื ืืื ื ืืดื ืืืื ืืช ืืืื ืืืจืืื ืขืจืื ืืจืืื ื.
ืืกืืจืื ืฉื ืืืื, in my mind, is the idea of a ื ืกืืื, a divine โtestโ, or (ืืืืืช ืกื,ื)โ ืืคื ื ืื ืืื ืืืืชืื ื ืขืงืืจืื? ืืคื ื ืฉืืงืืดื ืืชืืื ืืชืคืืชื ืฉื ืฆืืืงืื. It is an approach to suffering (not an explanation; there are no explanations) that ืืณ wants to see our response, not for His sake, but for ours.
ืขื ืื ืื ืกืืื ืืื ืืืขืชื ืืขืืืจ ืืืืช ืืขืฉื ืืืื ืจืฉืืช ืืืืืืช ืืืื ืื ืืจืฆื ืืขืฉื ืืื ืื ืืจืฆื ืื ืืขืฉื, ืืงืจื โื ืกืืืโ ืืฆื ืืื ืืกื. ืืื ืืื ืกื ืืชืืจื ืืฆืื ืื ืืืืฆืื ืืืืจ ืื ืืื ืื ืืคืืขื ืืืืืช ืื ืฉืืจ ืืขืฉื ืืืโฆืืข ืื (ืชืืืื ืื:ื) ืืณ ืฆึทืึดึผืืง ืึดืึฐืึธื, ืืฉืืื ืืืืข ืืฆืืืง ืฉืืขืฉื ืจืฆืื ื ืืืคืฅ ืืืฆืืืงื ืืฆืื ืืืชื ืื ืกืืืโฆืืื ื ืื ืื ืกืืื ืืช ืฉืืชืืจื ืืืืืช ืืื ืืกื.
David concludes with the description of his ืชืืืืื:
ืื ืื ืื ื ืืืื ืืืื ื ืื ืืืชื ืืืงื;
ืืืืจื ืื ืืื ืืจ ืงืืืฉ ืืฉืจืืื
ืื ืชืจื ื ื ืฉืคืชื ืื ืืืืจื ืื; ืื ืคืฉื ืืฉืจ ืคืืืชื
ืื ืื ืืฉืื ื ืื ืืืื ืชืืื ืฆืืงืชื;
ืื ืืฉื ืื ืืคืจื ืืืงืฉื ืจืขืชืื
ืื here doesnโt mean โalsoโ; what is he adding to? I think it means โevenโ: โEven my โืื ืโ, my ego and identity, sing to youโ. It is like the pasuk:
ืืื ื ืชืคืืชื ืื ืืณ ืขืช ืจืฆืื ืืืืื ืืจืึพืืกืื; ืขื ื ื ืืืืช ืืฉืขืื
โืื ื ืชืคืืชืโ implies more than, โand as for me, may my prayerโ, but โI am my prayerโ; it expresses who I am.
And it canโt just be in my heart; I need to express the praise of ืืณ.โ ืื ืื ื, ืื ืืฉืื ื will praise ืืณ all the time.
ืื ืื ืืืื ืฉืืฉ ืื ืืฉืชืืงืงืืช ืืื ืืื ืืื ืฆืจืื ืืืืฆืื ืืช ืืืกืืคืื ืืฉืคืชืื, ืืืืืืจื, ืืฉืื ืื ืขืจืื ืืืืืื ืืช ืกืืจ ืืชืคืืื, ืื ืืืฉืชืืงืงืืช ืฉืืื ืื ืคืฉ ืื ืงืืืืชืื ืื ืืืื, ืืืฉืขื ืฉืืื ืืืฆืื ืืช ืืืกืืคืื ืืคืื ืื ืื ืคืฉ ืืืฆืืช ืื ืืืื ืื ืืคืืขื.
This is all possible because, at the end of the day, You listened to my prayer.
ืื ืืฉื: ืื ืืืืฉื ืืื ื ืืืืจ.
Bringing this back to the narrative of Avshalomโs rebellion, David can only be the ื ืขืื ืืืืจืืช ืืฉืจืื if he represent all of ืืฉืจืื.โ ืกืคืจ ืชืืืืื is meant to be the words of ืื ืกืช ืืฉืจืื as a whole.
ืขื ืื ืืฉื ืืจืขืชืโฆืืืืคื ืฉืืืื ืืฉืืื ืืื ืืขื ืฉื ืขื ืืึดืโฆืืืฉืจ ืืชืื ื ืื ืื ืื ืืขื ืืฉืจ ืขื ืืืฉืืื ืืืฉื ืืืจื ืื, ืืืื ืืืืจืื ืืืฉืื ืืช ืืืื ืงืืื ืืืืฉ ืืืืื.
I want to go back to the expression in ืคืกืืง ืื:โ ืืื ื ืชืืื ืืืื; ืืืืกืคืชื ืขื ืื ืชืืืชื. How can David add to โallโ of ืืณ's praises? We already said, ืืืืืชื ืืื ืืงืจ.
ืืืื ืื ืืืช ืงืืื ืืจืณ ืื ืื ื, ืืืืจ โืืึพื ืืืืื ืืืืืจ ืืื ืืจื ืืืืืืจ ืืืขืืื ืืืืจืืื ืืืืง ืืืืืืฅ ืืืืืื ืืื ืืืโ. ืืืชืื ืื ืขื ืืกืืื. ืื ืกืืื, ืืดื ืกืืืืชืื ืื ืืืืืื ืฉืืื ืืืจื? ืืื ืื ืืืื ืืื? ืื ื ืื ื ืชืืช ืืืืจืื ื, ืื ืืื ืืืืจืื ืื ืืฉื ืจืืื ื ืืืืจืืืชื ืืืชื ืื ืฉื ืื ืกืช ืืืืืื ืืชืงื ืื ืื ืืชืคืื, ืื ืืืื ื ืืืืืื ืืืืืจ ืืื. ืืืช ืืืจืช ืืืื ืืื ืืืืืช! ืืฉื ืืืื ืืฉืจ ืืื ืฉืืื ืื ืืืฃ ืืืคืื ืืื ืจื ืืื ืืืื ืืงืืกืื ืืืชื ืืฉื ืืกืฃ ืืืื ืื ืื ืืื ืื.
Rav Hutner explains this in his discussion of ืชืืืื ื:ืื that says ืืกืคืจื ืื ืชืืืชื:
ื ืืชืืืชื ืฉื ืืืืืจืื ืืืื ืืืฉืจืฉืช ืืื ืืืืืจื ืฉื ืืื ืืืื ืขืดื (ืชืืืื ื:ืื) โืืกืคืจื ืื ืชืืืชืโ. ืืืขืืื ืฉื ืืืคืจืฉืื ืฉื ืืืงื ืืจืื ืืคืกืืง ืื ืขื ืฉืืืืช ืืืืง ืืืืืื ืื ืืื โืืโ ืชืืืชื ืืื ืืื ืืืงื. ืื ืืจื ืกืืื ืฉืืืื ืฉื ืืงืื ื ืื ืข ืืื ืืืืื.
ืืื ื ืืคื ืืขืชื ื ืืชืคืจืฉืช ืืื ืชืืืช โืืโ ืืืื ืืคื ืคืฉืืื ืืืฉ. ืืืืื ืืืืจืื ืื ืืื: ืืฆืื ื ืืชื ืดื ืฉืืืื ืฉื ืืขืื ืืฆืืจืช ืืืืื ืฉื ืืฉืืื, ืืืื โืืืฉื ืืฉืืืโ ืืืืื ืืฉืื ืืจืืืืืช, โืืจืืโ ืืืื ืืฉืืช ืืืืืจื, ืืืืืื. ืืืชื ืขื ืื ืืืจืดื ืื ืืขืืืคืืช ืื ืืฆืืช ืืืืืื โืืืฉื ืืฉืืืโ ืืืชืจ ืืืฉืจ ืืืืืจืช ืืฉืืช โืืจืืืโ ืขืฆืื, ืืื ืืื ืื ืืืืืช ืืฉืื ืื ืืฆืืช ืืชืืืจ โืืจืืืโ ืืื ื ื ื ืืฆืืช ืืชืืจ โืืืฉื ืืฉืืืโ. ืืืืื ื ืื ืขืฆื ืฉืื ืืจืืืืืช, ืืชืื ืฉืืื ื ืืื ืืืืจ ืืื ืืืกืฃ ืฉื ืืืื ืืืงืื ืฉืืืืช ืืฉ ืืงืืกื ืืืื ืืืโฆืื ืฉืืื ืื ืืชืืืจ โืืืฉื ืืฉืืืโ, ืืื ืืื ืืฉืื ืืืืืช ืืฉืื ืื ืขืืงืจ, ืฉืืืืื ืฉืืชืืืจ ืื ืืฆืืืจ ืชืืื ื ืืืืฉืืช, ืืจื ืืฉืืืช ืงืืืืก ืืืื ื ืืชื ืช ืืืชืคืจืฉ ืืฆื ืืืืืช ืืืื ืืืฆืื ืชืืื ื ืืืืฉืืช ืืงืืืืก ืื.
ืืืงืื ืฉืืงืืืืก ืืื ืืชืืืจ ืืืคืฉื ืืืื ืชืืื ื, ืืจื ืืื ืืฉืืฉ ืืืื ืืขืฆื ืืฉืื; ืืืืื ืืืงืื ืฉืืงืืืืก ืื ืืฆืืืจ ืฉื ืชืืื ื, ืืจื ืืื ืืื ืืื ืืืืื ืืืฆืืืืชื ืฉื ืืชืืื ืโืืืื ืืืืืื ื ืืืขืช ืืื ืืืืคื ืฉื ืืฉืื.
ื ืืชืื ืืืจืื ืืืื ืฉื ืืืจืดื ืืืืื ืื ื ืืื ืืคื ืืืื ืฉื ืืฉืืื ืืืื ืฉืืืื ืฉื ืืงืืโฆืื ืืื ืื ืืฉืจ ืืืื ืืื ืืืชื ืืืืจ ืื ืืืื ืืืฆืืช ืืช ืืืื ืืฉืคืข ืฉื ืืฆืืืจืื ืืืชืืื ืืช ืืืืฉืืื ืืืชืคืฉืืื ืืืจืืื ืืืืืืช ืืขืืืืืช?โืืื ืืืงืื ืืืื, ืืจืง ืื ืืื ืืืืฉืจ ืืื: ืืืื ืฉื ืื ืกืช ืืฉืจืื. โืขื ืื ืืฆืจืชื ืื ืชืืืชื ืืกืคืจืโ. ืกืื ืืืฆืืจื ืฉื ืืขื ืืื ืืื ืกืืคืืจ ืชืืืชื ืฉื ืืงืื.
โฆืืื ืืื ืืืจืืชื ืฉื ืืื ืืืื ืขืดื ืืฉืจ ืื ืืืข ืืฉืืืื ืฉื ืืงืื, ืืืื ืืื ืืืื ืฉื ืื ืกืช ืืฉืจืื. ืื ืืื ืคืืจืืฉื ืืคืฉืื ืฉื ืืืืื: โื ืขืื ืืืืจืืช ืืฉืจืืโ. ืืืืืจ, ืืืืื ืฉืื ืืขื ืื ืื ืืฉืจ ืืชืื ืืื ืืฉืืฉ ืืืฉืืื ืืฉืืืื ืฉื ืืงืื, ืชืืคืกืื ืื ืืงืืื ืืื ืื, ืืจื ืืืืื ืฉืืื ืืื ืืืืข ืขื ืืืื ืชืืืืช ืืืืชืจ ืืงืืืืกื ืฉื ืืงืื.
David isnโt claiming to express all praise of ืืณ, but all possible praise. He will use every aspect of his existence as a metaphor to help him verbalize the ineffable. And that forms the basis of our own prayers.
โฆืืืืื ื ืฉืืื ืืืื ืขืดื ืืคืจืฉ ืืืืืืจ ืืช ืขืฆืืืชื ืืืงื ืืคืกืืง ืื ืฉื โืืกืคืจื ืื ืชืืืชืโ. ืืืืืืฉื ืืื ืืื ืืืงื ืขื โืืโ ืืคืฉืืื; ืืืืืจโืื ืฉืื ืืืืชืจ ืฉื ืืฉืืขืช ืฉืืืื ืฉื ืืงืื ืืฉืชืจืข ืืื ืืืืื. ืืื ืขืื ืืื ืฉืื ืืืื ืืืืื ืืืฉืจืื ืฉื ืคืฉื ืืชืจืืืืช ืืงืจืื ืืชืื ืืืืจืช ืฉืืจืืช ืืชืฉืืืืช, ืืจื ืืื ืฆืจืื ืืืืื ืืช ืขืฆืื ืขื ืืดืฉืืื ืฆืืืจ" ืฉื ืืืืืืช ืื ืกืช ืืฉืจืื, ืืืื ืืชืคืืก ืืงืื ืขื ืืื ืื ืืฉืื ืืืืชืจ ืื ืดื.
ื ืืื ืฉืชืืงื ื โืื ืืืืช ืื ืืืฆืืจืื ืืืืืจ ืืืืืืช ืืืื ืืืืืจ ืขื ืื ืืืจื ืฉืืจืืช ืืชืฉืืืืช ืืื ืื ืืฉื ืขืืื ืืฉืืืโ. ืืืื โืขืโ ืืืืื ืกืืืืืช ืืื ืืชืคืจืฉโฆ ืกืืืืืช ืื ืืืคืืช ืื ืงืืืืก ืคืจืื ืฉื ืืืื ืืืฉืจืื ืืืืง ืืืชื ื ืคืจื ืืืืืืืช ืืงืืืืกืื ืฉื โืืกืคืจื ืื ืชืืืชืโ.
Davidโs mind, responsive as no other, found in the omnipresence of G-d the one experience that became the dominant force in his life, the atmosphere and living-space of his existenceโฆIn the psalms we find all that we look for in vain in the books describing Davidโs outward life. Triumphs and tragedies, periods of calm and of unrest, of supreme confidence and hopeless despair, mystic surrender and moral reflections, universal love and implacable wrath, find expression in the psalms. They have words like thunderbolts or the whisper of a breeze, raging fire or soothing rain, fragrant flowers or corrosive acid, spanning the whole range of human existence.
The psalms speak of all men of all times. Grief and joy, triumph and despair, assume in the psalms a life of their ownโฆHere Davidโs life-story becomes world history, the story of mankind through the ages; and through it resounds the dominant theme, the ever-recurring finale, of the hope of redemption. Individual and nationโฆbecome one.